My New XConfessions Film: Hungry For Your Touch

I thought about it today. It’s been four years since anyone has touched me. The last time was my ex and it was us being intimate one more time before breaking up. That was in March 2014, how terrible is that? I hate Tinder, it’s hard for me to get intimate and let myself go, I do not like one night stands… But I can’t do it anymore, I need to be touched. I decided that I could not continue like this when I saw myself approaching a guy creepily in the subway at rush hour just to feel his body. For a year now, I have been going to this spa every time I can afford it. There’s this masseur working there and he is tall, tattooed, strong but sweet and affectionate, tender and kind. His touch fills me with heat, during those 60 minutes I feel like I am in another world. I think I am going crazy because I want his touch so much. I’m obsessing over him like the character in I LOVE DICK. I don’t know what to do!

Hungry For Your Touch is a porn for women about the power of human connection and physical touch. But what does an absence of touch do to a person? Touching each other is what keeps us connected and peaceful, it is essentially what makes us human. This sensual massage porn directed by yours truly is a romantic, dream-like fantasy of a woman who after going through a break-up, is longing for somebody to touch her, to love her and to make her feel connected to herself and the world around her.

On XConfessions, people from all over the world share their sexual stories and fantasies. Every month I pick two and turn them into cinematic short films. Still not a member of XConfessions? Register now! Or share your sexual fantasy, and it might become a short film.